This isn't working out for you or me
The truth is I'm too tired to play pretend
This is goodbye, this is the end."
I finally get what she means. I thought she was trying to compete with his ideas to make the world better or something but in the back of my mind I knew there was more to it. I finally figured out that she is tired of competing for him with all his "damn ideas" of what she should be like, or look like. I finally understand. I'm glad she left him.