I have pin pointed my dependency on Noemi back to my first homework assignment. I was in Pre-K, all I had to do was to color a picture of a clown holding some balloons. I finished my homework and showed it to my dad. And here comes Noemi and says "Vickie, you have to outline it first then color it. Here give it to me, it looks ugly but I can fix it." How was I supposed to color ever again without her there to fix it when I mess up. And when she left, how was I supposed to dress myself without her there to fix my outfit if it didn't match.
I did it though. I still love her and want her here with me but I don't need her anymore. I am one step closer to being independant.
Is that why you don't have a best friend?
ReplyDeleteI don't have a best friend because i don't want one.
ReplyDeleteah how cute, you were coloring a picture of bubbles at such an early age.
ReplyDeletealso i can see the noemi of now saying that exact same thing to me if i tried to color something.
well color me entertained!!!! . . . ok, that was officially the stupidest thing I've ever said . . . I'll stop "clowning" around now! . . . AHA HA HA HA
ReplyDeleteoh, my comment didn't post. WELLLL I had no idea you had a blog Srta Vickie! And I think that it's great that you're becoming your own woman. Yay! People leaving us is sad but so often strengthening. How nice.
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